I don’t know if I am adult or childish. Now 22 already, but still feel 18. I cannot differentiate between what I should gain and what I should give up. It makes me million sighs.
“Where should I head to?”
It is the one always complaining to my head. It is really annoying. I don’t want to answer it, sincerely. I try to forget and forget it every time. But I cannot. Feel so ashamed.
“Where should I head to?”
Try to pretend as nothing happens? ~ Oh, I think I cannot do it.
“Where should I head to?”
Give up one, keep one, and find your dream. – Mmmm… Let me see. It’s a good idea. But I failed to do it once already.
Anyway, I don’t want to give up my commitment. I cannot resign, I don’t believe that. Now I am trying to be a bad one. It seems not a good way. But I am stubborn, I have to fight for what I want.
But this moment, is it right to do that? I feel sorry for them and sorry for myself.
“Where should I head to?” ~ Sigh!
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